So I posted this morning about this and that, and blah blah blah. Well I got real saucy and thought I knew what I was doing and sitting here now my Hubs has had to come home from work, and he's been taking care of me since around 3pm.
What happened .... that's what everyone wants to know, so here goes ignorance ...
I forgot to eat. I forgot to take my vitamins & prescription. I thought it would be a wild fun time walking both the girls down to the office to see Cindy, and by the time I got home I was a hot mess. You read that right, I had royally fucked up.
See, I'm so scared to over eat, that I under ate to the point that I was close to fainting. Brilliant, right?! Yeah no, pretty freakin stupid, especially since my kids were here with me. As soon as we walked in the door from taking our leisurely walk the girls went nuts. Cordi had been refusing to do anything all day (and cont'd this through til she was sent to bed by the Hubs, for not listening ... shocking!) I can't pick her up, so I of course was getting very, very upset and impatient by her malcontent for my pleas. So I finally tried to grab her to get her up on the table and she whirled away from me in the opposite direction and WOOSH! I felt my muscle get pulled and was in instant pain.
I put the girls in their safe place (their room), laid down on my bed in agony, and texted my Hubs that I had screwed up and he needed to come home. Being the incredible man he is, he got home and it was instant healing time for Tina. Stupid girl, what was I thinking? That I could pull off the same stupid shit I had done before?? That was so naive, and something I'm surprised I even thought.
So here I sit, waited on hand and foot again today just to recover for being on my own. I have my Eris filled to the brim with alarms to remind me when to eat, and I've accepted that even if I'm not hungry .... TINA MUST EAT. End of story :)
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